Perspective

You know what will shake away those blues? Go to another country with absolutely no plan and no knowledge of the language. Oh, it helps if it is an impoverished country, because man that will teach you humility. I am so focused on myself that it's shameful.

Cambodia was amazing. A learning lesson, heartwenching, but an amazing country.

Failure

I wish I could talk more with world travellers. Because I thought you'd find out more about yourself in the process of travelling. You're supposed to grow and find great people and new experiences.

All I'm feeling is sadness right now. I haven't grown. I stayed with family instead of carving out my own path. I've let people make decisions for me and tell me how to live and made the same mistakes I was making in the past.

Two months abroad and less than 2 weeks until I leave and I feel dejected and depressed at myself.

I want a chance to truly fly on my own.