Rev Up

I just feel all sorts of let down by life.

What to do... what to do...

Failure

I wish I could talk more with world travellers. Because I thought you'd find out more about yourself in the process of travelling. You're supposed to grow and find great people and new experiences.

All I'm feeling is sadness right now. I haven't grown. I stayed with family instead of carving out my own path. I've let people make decisions for me and tell me how to live and made the same mistakes I was making in the past.

Two months abroad and less than 2 weeks until I leave and I feel dejected and depressed at myself.

I want a chance to truly fly on my own.

Miss Murder

Tonight I saw the full harvest moon rise from Ocean Beach.

We had a smore party at a friend's house.

There were people and games.

We went shopping at the 24 hour Safeway after midnight.

I haven't had this much fun in ages. When I leave San Francisco I want to remember these moments.