Failure

I wish I could talk more with world travellers. Because I thought you'd find out more about yourself in the process of travelling. You're supposed to grow and find great people and new experiences.

All I'm feeling is sadness right now. I haven't grown. I stayed with family instead of carving out my own path. I've let people make decisions for me and tell me how to live and made the same mistakes I was making in the past.

Two months abroad and less than 2 weeks until I leave and I feel dejected and depressed at myself.

I want a chance to truly fly on my own.